blehhhhh

HELL WEEK!!! man this week i got chem midterm and bio quiz.. actually not this week. TOMORROW! omgah haha luckily todays chem lab was easy, which takes some weight off my shoulders. lately, something has been really bothering me. i wish i can rewind time and js relive moments. there are so many things in life that i regret doing, so many things i wish that would happen or wouldnt happen. sometimes i just wanna be her, and i hate this feeling because i get so jealous of every little thing. i know no one is perfect but i dont want to be such a fail. i let my chem partner down, i always make mistakes and i keep forgetting small parts that are significant to the lab. i just want to be me and be happy about it. i cant wait till this weekend. i really miss cieno. she understands me and is always there. its soo awesome that we never argue.. or have any akward moments or just weird things. aight, gotta go back to studyingggg >< RAWRRRRRRRR