Turn That Frown Upside Down

smiling.. yea its not easy when ur life seem to be kinda spinning uncontrollably in different directions. my parents are leaving on tuesday nite for HK/Vietnam/Shanghai and they wont be back for like a few weeks. At first yea it may seem like a ton of freedom.. doing watever comes to mind and stayng up doing random crap. but for some reason js a few hrs after my parents dropped me off , i was homesick. HOMESICK ..definitely not a good way to start off my week. i tried to keep myself positive but js the fact that i have no one to turn to when im having a bad day. yea there are friends, but its not the same. anyways enough of all this sad emo state.. today i playd some doubles and it was fun... i had some aces which made my day and i didnt double fault all my games. ^^ i guess that was the only highlight of today. BLEHHHHHH