toto

so this weekend has been bitter sweet. on friday night mr huang picked me up and dropped me back off in db. then i ate japanese food with susan at Domo Sushi *yummmmmmm*. after i dropped her off at her house and then went to visit my baby<3.>< i wanted to sleep at 1 but i was too afraid to sleep in an empty house, i called my mom and tried to hold back the tears. then i decided to watch a korean movie "...ing". it made me cry the nile river *tear* then at 3 i couldnt take it any more and went to sleep.

this morning i was supposed to wake up at 10am to help cieno move in. but i overslept and woke up at 12. i dressed and got ready and headed out to her new house. there susan and i helpd her set up her place. we then went out to eat korean food, i had "soojaebi". soo yummie and filling ^_^i did grocery shopping, folded clothes, and also cooked dinner between 3-7. i arrived at cienos house at like 8. and i visited ted ted at 9 and watchd a chnz movie at simbas ^^ i had fun. now cieno and susan are gonna play lunia ..such dorks but i still love them <3

Toulene

Today started out fine with me finally turning in my Asian American paper and chilling with jess ryan and stewart in art class. After that class i decided to go study at the sci lib, and met rachel on the way. we ate dinner with her apt mates and later studied. rachel then got a call around 7:20, her roomate had inhaled some gas in chem lab and couldnt walk straight. we had to go to rowland hall to pick her up and walk her back to CV. When we got there, we gathered her things and helpd her walk, but she got sick again and fell down. She started to cry and hypervenilate. we tried comforting her, giving her water, and soothing her. Finally we had to call 911. She was shaking and breathing super fast.. all we could do was js sit by her and comfort her. the paramedics finally came and we had to step back and let them do their work. they took her to the hospital and she was hooked up to all theses different machines. man.. tonight was intense. after sending her off, rach, ankita and i made some coffee and headed to gateway to study. WHAT A NIGHT.

Turn That Frown Upside Down

smiling.. yea its not easy when ur life seem to be kinda spinning uncontrollably in different directions. my parents are leaving on tuesday nite for HK/Vietnam/Shanghai and they wont be back for like a few weeks. At first yea it may seem like a ton of freedom.. doing watever comes to mind and stayng up doing random crap. but for some reason js a few hrs after my parents dropped me off , i was homesick. HOMESICK ..definitely not a good way to start off my week. i tried to keep myself positive but js the fact that i have no one to turn to when im having a bad day. yea there are friends, but its not the same. anyways enough of all this sad emo state.. today i playd some doubles and it was fun... i had some aces which made my day and i didnt double fault all my games. ^^ i guess that was the only highlight of today. BLEHHHHHH

Thank Goodness Its Friday

so yea.. finally reached the end of this week!! im soo glad its over but im dreading next week to come. MIDTERMS!! 0_0 *sigh* its js around the corner. oh wells >< atleast i am home now. i feel soo good to be back in DB. i dont have to worry about the whole sharing bathrooms, eating at pippins, and all that. i can just finall relax on the sofa and watch the Australian Open. Yup yup. tomorrow imma go hit the courts and try to practice some of my serves. I have to start training for an upcoming game against a friend .. and loser has to buy 3 overgrips for the winner. i hope i win ^_^
gotta get back to reading my stupid asian american book (darn u helen zia)

Freaking Emily

OMGAHHHH
so emily goes to her business meeting at 6. which gives me time to decorate her christmas present (yea i noe its a bit late). I printed a picture of *someone* and placed it inside the present. I was going to write a card and tell her how nice it is to be her roomate!!! THEN OMGAH SHE WALKS IN WHILE I WAS PUTTING SOMEONES PICTURE IN HER GIFT!! OMGAHHH OMGAHH OMGAHHH SHE RUINED MY PLANNED. so not talking to her!!!!

Rain Rain Go Away

RAIN:is liquid precipitation.
Man this rain kinda makes me emo. The stupid overcast is causing this place to seem more gloomy , dark, and saddening. I love rain but i also hate it. When it rains i love sitting at home in pjs, watching a movie and js spending time with family. But now, walking to classes in rain and getting my shoes all wet and js everything adds up and it causes me to feel more depressed. I dont know. theres js so much going on in life that i really want to stop time and js sit out. I want to go back in time and js relive the month i was in Hong kong for short term mission trip. oh wells^^

"That the consequences of your actions really are just a gameThat your life is just a chain reaction taking you day by day"